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Monday, July 28, 2008
I've misplaced the trust someone gave me. Someone misplaced the trust I gave her. I know to those people who are affected by my rash wrongdoings, I'm really sorry, sincerely. It started off with good intentions and I did not imagine it will come to this end. To the person who misplaced the trust I always had for her, I'm really disappointed. I thought you could at least understand why did I tell you everything. I thought you could have understood what my starting point was. I thought you would understand everything was said to make you feel better yet you kept on asking and probing into the matter deeper and deeper. I really didn't expected everything will come to this situation. Why did you do something like that? When I came home to see everything like this, I was shocked. The first person who came into my mind and I thought would have exposed everything was not you. I was thinking over and over again, "How can it be you?" Why do you have to disappoint me and prove me wrong? Why have you got to throw away every single piece of trust I have for you? I have always thought of you as one of the most important people in my life and I thought at least there would be some sort of an understanding between you and me. I thought if no one understands why am I doing this, at least you will understand me. I've told you every single thing about myself, not hiding anything from you because I've seen you as my best friend. Is your curiosity gone so far beyond friendship? I don't know. I'm not blaming you. The fault started right from me and I guess I have to carry whatever responsibility I'm supposed to. To the person whom I've misplaced the trust, I'm really really really really sorry for everything that I've done. And I know no matter how many apologies I've made or said will not be enough. Whatever I do now will only put you off further. Because I understand the trust that is lost will never return. I'm sincerely sorry and even if you don't accept this apology, please at least know the intention was good right from the start, not because I wanted to inflict any harm on any of the people. |