Hello. It's friday night! I'm quite sad my friday just passed by like that. And that means my saturday will flash by. Then sunday comes. My emotional blues starts to set in and everything starts again. My life will be turning circles and circles, everything will just keep on repeating and return to where it was. But something will be different because Promos is coming soon. It is so sucky to keep on being reminded of Promos, to be anxious about it - hoping Promos can come and go faster, get over and be done with yet don't want it to be so soon because everything is not ready.

Right. I'm thinking something hm philosophical? I'm not too sure either. But I'm simply amazed at the complexity of human minds. A moment you can be laughing, giggling, acting innocent and naive, in a blink of an eye you can turn your back against someone and put words into other people's mouth. I'm not referring to anyone or trying to pin-point anyone out. The thought just suddenly struck me because I feel that everyone will find themselves being in this situation at some point of time. Turning your back against someone is not something I find hideous. To put words into other people's mouth, that is the sin. How can anyone so innocent, so naive do this and still feel guiltless? I don't understand. You may not have realised what you have done but unconsciously, you doing something that will affect someone else. When one person hates you, she/he might be bias. For two people to hate you, they might be prejudice against you. When a lot of people hate you, does that implies some reflection should be done? This theory applies for myself too, of course. I should constantly remind myself of this and I will try to (although it is quite difficult yaknow). For people to treat you badly, there must have a reason in a way or another. A person's popularity does not lies in just the surface, inner beauty plays much more important role in the long run. Acting like a victim will not salvage the situation, it will not shine a better light on you. It will only make you seem even more hideous, and believe me, that is true. I cannot deny the fact that when I do something wrong, I'll hope people not to discover it but ultimately, the only one who will be suffering from all the guilt will be you yourself. What for. If you have done something wrong, admit it. Asking for the person's forgiveness is so much better than insisting and acting like you've done nothing. Absolutely nothing. Oh well, asking for forgiveness is something I think I should learn how to. To put down my pride and apologise, that is something I can't master but I will try to. Well, human minds are such a complex thing. I cannot understand them including myself. I may be here talking as if I know the situation well but I may fail to judge myself too. So, lol I shall stop here in case I make myself seem like a clown, acting like a know-it-all.