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Friday, October 31, 2008
Blogging in school. Didn't want to do it 'cause don't really want to have lots of people knowing this blog. Once there are more people reading this blog, I guess I can't really blog at ease already. I'm feeling kind of disappointed and a little angry. I don't know if you are referring to me or whatsoever. I may be one of those you are referring to (a very high possibility). I'm disappointed because after so many years of knowing each other you fail to understand me. Likewise, I don't understand your thinking and that probably is what that separates us, causing us to have that barrier that we are unable to become any closer. I'm angry also for the same reason. I think there is mixed feelings here. I know I'm not supposed to be angry or what since yes, I acknowledge the mistake that I've done. Have you considered the fact that everyone is not as fortunate as you? Some people have to consider and take into account practical issues such as money. Do you know every single decision I make, I've to calculate how many hours I've to work, how many days I've to starve in order to earn that money back? I thought I've told you quite directly that I don't have the money. You have every right to be angry, disappointed towards me and the rest. But I just hope you understand that everyone has their own problems to take care. Ours just so happen to collide with this causing us to make such a decision. I'm feeling ironic now. Hope you don't see this. To be exact, you'll never see this. I don't want to feel awkward in front of you and I most probably will be acting ignorant. |