I'm no superman.

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I'M NO SUPERMAN

Sunday, July 19, 2009

P.S.: Self-reflection post

Sometimes I need to stop thinking that there's abundant time for me to spare and that I can just wastefully stare at the blank space and think about irrelevant, stupid stuffs like what dramas to watch tonight, why are the kids so noisy downstairs. Yes, it is as stupid and dumb as how it sounds. I know my parents have high hopes on me just like any other parent will have on their children. I know that I always disappoint my parents but in the end, I show them good result just by pure luck. That is why my parents never gave up on me. I can see that it is the only hope they're holding on to. That at the last minute, Lady Luck will stand by my side and help me to pull through every major exam. It is really time to think hard whether I'm satisfied just depending on that bit of luck that I enjoy. Why must I live my life, gambling, making a bet that tomorrow's paper will be on that few chapters that I've studied. Why must I be so dependent on something that is undependable. If I could just spend a few more days studying, wouldn't it make me even more sure and determine about what I want to achieve?

Instead of working hard to earn what I deserve, I stood there - crying and screaming why everyone likes to stress me out. Why no one understands me. Why this and why that. To think of it, everyone is equally stressed out than me. Maybe even much much more. But I never stood in their position to think about them. Sigh, I need to grow up and stop making speeches like "Oh man. I don't give a f-ing damn about this kind of things. I don't care at all." I know I care, so I should stop procrastinating and work towards my freaking goal! I don't want to end up regretting. I don't want to have that fear when I collect my results. I don't want to have sleepless nights. I don't want to stay at the same spot when everyone else is moving on. I don't want! > < Okay, so now, work hard!

"Whatsoever a man soweth, that shall he also reap"

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Sunday, July 19, 2009

@ 4:20 PM

P.S.: Self-reflection post

Sometimes I need to stop thinking that there's abundant time for me to spare and that I can just wastefully stare at the blank space and think about irrelevant, stupid stuffs like what dramas to watch tonight, why are the kids so noisy downstairs. Yes, it is as stupid and dumb as how it sounds. I know my parents have high hopes on me just like any other parent will have on their children. I know that I always disappoint my parents but in the end, I show them good result just by pure luck. That is why my parents never gave up on me. I can see that it is the only hope they're holding on to. That at the last minute, Lady Luck will stand by my side and help me to pull through every major exam. It is really time to think hard whether I'm satisfied just depending on that bit of luck that I enjoy. Why must I live my life, gambling, making a bet that tomorrow's paper will be on that few chapters that I've studied. Why must I be so dependent on something that is undependable. If I could just spend a few more days studying, wouldn't it make me even more sure and determine about what I want to achieve?

Instead of working hard to earn what I deserve, I stood there - crying and screaming why everyone likes to stress me out. Why no one understands me. Why this and why that. To think of it, everyone is equally stressed out than me. Maybe even much much more. But I never stood in their position to think about them. Sigh, I need to grow up and stop making speeches like "Oh man. I don't give a f-ing damn about this kind of things. I don't care at all." I know I care, so I should stop procrastinating and work towards my freaking goal! I don't want to end up regretting. I don't want to have that fear when I collect my results. I don't want to have sleepless nights. I don't want to stay at the same spot when everyone else is moving on. I don't want! > < Okay, so now, work hard!

"Whatsoever a man soweth, that shall he also reap"

3 Comments