Why do I freaking sleep straight after dinners EVERY NIGHT?! I'm like growing fatter and fatter and wider and wider exponentially :'(

Why can't I just freaking sit down, don't on my laptop and study?! I'm like wasting my time more and more and more and more with guilt creeping up on me exponentially and make me feel like a shit-ass right before I sleep.

I can feel the fats gather at my waist :'( Can my fats not be so united? It's freaking me out. They can be divided into 6 groups and form 6 packs o.o A'ight! I shall study. I shall study. Hypnotizing myself doesn't work > <

Wtf? The school laptop just spoilt my thumbdrive. Argh. Good timing man. Just when I felt like I'm a pile of shit, the school laptop and thumbdrive have to add on my shitty feeling and make me feel like worse than being shit.

P.S.: Pardon all the shit :) It's a bad day. Really bad day argh! My thumbie :'( Come back to me.